What kind of life is this?! How long should I wait for him..
Come on already! I think he’s here.. Ahh..finally! I am not ready to even go near him, but I think he’s ready to deal. Oh shit he’s calling me! But I think people are watching
me. Okay fine, calm down.
I’m coming! Just give it and get lost. Phew! What was the song that
was playing? Which went something
like “damat damat damat”. Okay, let’s play and see. Where did it go? Did I overdose myself
again? What’s the time now? If we don’t have confidence,
we can’t do anything. Seriosly can’t do anything.
It’s really important. See, Linga is coming. He doesn’t even have a pinch of
confidence in him. Only gets confidence when he
Otherwise he has nothing. Why do they talk about me like
that? Can I ever show my pain to this
world? Is she looking at me? Ok let me wear the earphones. Oh my god! She’s smiling
at me. Now what should I talk to her? Shit! She’s asking me remove the
earphones. If I remove the earphones,
everything will collapse. What should I speak now?! Am I having a panic attack? Should I just run away!? Why am I so depended on this
song? How much more can I take? Am I a criminal for being
and unconfident?! Do they think I enjoy this? Who’s there to accept me for
who I am? I should be the one! I should be the one…
To believe in myself. First I should stop listening to
this song. Am I a slave to be ruled by
this song? No! Let me prove that I am
not one. Let me try. What’s the big deal even if
I fail?! This will simply make it to
the list. I don’t want anything,
not even this song. I will decide my fate.
Not this song. With this I begin my Tandav.